Monday, December 28, 2009

Earth 2020 - Part 1: Centurion-Vorge.

Staring at the red desert I felt a feeling of regret. "I shouldn't have left her back on Earth. But. Do I have a choice?" I remembered the last words she said to me before I got onto the Terracruiser, "Do not forget me alright? I'll be waiting for your holograms. Love you." And all I did was nod and looking back one more time I walked into the giant arch which stood about twenty feet high. During that time I felt rather excited and interested. Those who were abroad were actually going on a mission, commonly known as colonizing. In our terms, its called terraforming. I was a terraformer manager. What I did was instruct people, workers, or to say terrafarmers, to do the dirty job of installing, maintaining and constructing. A Terracruiser stands about five thousand feet in height, hundreds of thousands of feet in length and its longest width was seven thousand feet long. The overall weight of the monster was so massive it needed eight nuclear engines, and a backup of sixteen hundred jet engines just to power it up to the skies, the rest of the job, lies in seven thousand one feet in diameter tubes called fart holes, placed exactly twenty feet away from the first till fourth engines to avoid unnecessary explosion. The journey will take about two years and in that time it would automatically dock onto the planet by itself, and launching all its necessary equipments and tools to commence our operation. There were technical engineers, engineers, workers, chefs, pilots, waiters and waitresses, terrafarmers, terraengineers, construction workers and all sorts of jobs would be fitted into one massive ship. Earth had seven of that massive ships. I was placed on Centurion-Vorge. Inside these massive ships was equipments, tools, trucks of all sizes, giant bulldozers, giant land scraping trucks, more tools and equipments, a lot of small construction ships known as Mosquitoes- all they do is fly around and carry all sorts of scaff-folding to locations almost fifty miles away without refuelling, they are powered by hydrogen and nitrogen, although both are highly flammable, there are reported as many as three cases per year, which means that the current manufacturer of the Mosquito was doing their job perfectly, and we have all sorts of materials needed to make a planet habitable. Of course, giant and famous companies would pay you, because in the long run, they would also benefit, in fact, they would benefit more than we do, because once a small portion of a planet is habitable, the lands get sold almost instantly and with a higher price, much, much more higher price to customers. The first planet which Mankind colonized was Mars. With a technology called OxyTrap, it is like a dome shaped transparent material which traps oxygen inside it, while the atmosphere outside is much more higher than us, which of course, the docks have special chambers for people to balance with the atmosphere outside and vice-versa when they reach inside, this is to avoid death. In a highly different atmosphere, we humans need time to take control of the environment, unlike machines, they do not feel anything, even a dog would need to go the chambers which were named Atmosber. The Oxytrap covers hundreds of thousands of hectar's wide, and what we all need to do is just add oxygen, add water, add life, and there goes the new neighborhood of Mars 47, the number signifies the year we started living there. Also remember, its in the twenty first century, not twentieth. I also remembered what my superior officer told me, he said, "Son, I'm telling you, if you were to follow me in this terra mission, by the end of it you will be getting a lot more than you expect when you return home. And if you do not, feel free to stay back on earth while people who fly in space gets four folds your pay and you only get two folds in four years. Trust me son, when you get back to earth you will be a millionaire like everyone of the officers packing into the ship in five days. Don't leave her. But you can't bring her along, unless she is your wife." and paused. "And if only you have at least one child, then only they are allowed, babies don't count son. Make your right choice."

He was absolutely right, give example my mate, Henry Sakes. He went on a terracruiser for fifteen years straight, he came home a billionaire. All his life after that was just party, party and more party, he could organize parties almost once every week. In short his life was secured, done. And in the future, all his money was enough to give his kids leisure time till they are at the age of 30. That is something every parent wanted. Well. Now I'm staring at this red deserted planet. Four hundred ninety seven million light years away from home. Was no easy job. I'll be back at the age of twenty five. That's the time I would marry her! Can't delay it man. I'm twenty right now. But you see, we did not expect what would happen at Planet Orion till we got there. Planet Orion is in the galaxy of Andromeda. Milky Way's closest neighbor. In that journey, we received several strange waves coming from the galaxy. We thought, aliens. Ever since the first flight into space, there has been more than two hundred thousand cases which involves alien sighting. It was common. It became common. Over the years, for more than half a century, humans came to have known of aliens. Sightings started in the nineteen hundreds, and drags its way to the twentieth century and on to the twenty first century. Alien's aren't just science fiction. They are real. Several alien ships have crash landed over the years, thus, making use of their technology, humans made their own spaceships. It isn't much of a conspiracy. In fact, it is the fact. Space is vast, everyone know's that. We learn in our science text books, astronomers found that some planet may be habitable, but we are yet to find it. Since the uprise of a company which was called Entertaiment Industries Corporation, it branched out into other companies namely, Belling Corporation, was established in 2012, Entertaiment Industries Securities Corporation, established in 2013 and the technological and innovation company named Steel & Fibre Industries Corporation (SNF).

SNF was the first ever company to produce spacecrafts, capable of carrying small quantities of scientists, engineers, medics and equipments. The spacecraft was named Beetle, due to its
small size, and excellent engine efficiency, and a small compartment to accomodate scientists. The craft was sold to NASA with a nett value of US$ 10,547,890.40. It was the most expensive spacecraft, other than the usual crafts NASA had. The specifications of the ship fitted perfectly with NASA's specifications and due to that, they (NASA) ordered three more ships. The ship was so useful that in the years to come, SNF upgraded the ship to make it a passenger craft. The first ever company to purchase the passenger craft, known as the Butterfly, due to its two front wings which was relatively bigger than the two back wings, which also contributed to the change in wind directions if let's say there is a tornado, is Boeing. The Butterfly could accomodate more than two hundred passengers, seven flight attendants and three pilots. The new destination was set to Moon, at first, for a few months, but before that, Boeing company had a construstion work going on on Moon. It was a sight-seeing destination. The price to go there was expensive, about a few thousand dollars per pax, and that is above ten thousand dollars. The giant corporation which manufactured the Terracruisers were known as the Zhumann Corporation. Zhumann was a stand alone corporation. They manufacture, test and sell their technologies to various companies around the globe. Zhumann made their first terracruiser in the year 2015. It was launched five years later, 2020. After its successful launch, a new company emerged from the NASA, the Terran Command. Terran Command was a facility to train civillians with the desire to venture out to space to do dirty jobs. Terran Command was an institute. It was launched by NASA in 2021. Since its launch, there were as many as two thousand student who signed up for different kinds of courses. I signed up for terraforming. After I did my terraforming diploma, I worked for a year with my superior officer, Sir Veko Lee. He is a Chinese. He was a science astronaut. After helping out with NASA, they recommended him to open a course to teach other students. I was one of the few hundreds who signed up and got a Masters in Terraforming. It was awesome, it took me five years to do Diploma, Degree and Masters. I completed the course when I was 26. After that he assigned me to Centurion-Vorge. It was the oldest terracruiser, the first terracruiser manufactured by Zhumann Corporation. It was rumored to be in service until 2050. My friend I met from the course, Jake Richardson, was on the Mars-Unity. He was there until god knows when. We were both almost senior. I was on board for about five years. I was 27 when I got my first child, Cathy Ellis Jeanne Donson. My wife, Amelia Jeanne Lung was one year younger than me, and she was working on earth, with the NASA institute where they recruit new students to join Terran Command.

Now I am married to her. We were married for almost fifteen years now. I'm forty five. Soon I will be a retiree, at the age of 50. I have two kids then. Cathy was the eldest, then is Penelope Jane Jeanne Donson. Now I am on a planet a few billion light years away from home. We have had alien contact in the last few months. Our construstion was almost complete and we were gonna leave that place, after the Space Marines lands on the planet to provide support while the legal firms back on earth sells the properties on this land. Usually a construction that big would cost billions and billions of dollars in profit. A company from Entertaiment Industries manufactured cars, which served as a transport was space travel, a revolutionary achievement during our time. Entertaiment Industries was launched by a man named Benjamin Jokins. He was the co-founder, while I was the one who gave his company a name. Every year he would pay me a loyalty fund of US$ 50,000.00 or in space currency, P100,000. P stands for Promedium. Promedium was the out-of-the-world currency. Without space currency, earth's ecnomy would tumble or brought to its highest where everything would fetch a higher price, in that time, even a plate of rice could cost you US$20. It was sort of inflation and recession. So economists gave the idea to make a new currency. The currency wa approved by NASA. Because NASA was the first ever company to be in space. In a joint meeting held by NASA, other space observers agreed that they need a new currency to battle economy on earth, and thus, Promedium was introduced. Promedium was twice higher than the US Dollar. And four times higher than Malaysia's currency. If you were paid P200.000, you could actually travel to and from Mars with seven of your best friends, with P50.000 to spare. It showed how powerful the currency is. Usually we, who work at the terraforming company is paid in Promedium bills. It goes from P10, P20, P50, P100, P1000, P5000 and P10000. I was paid P10.000 every month. If I could complete my job without any obstruction, my boss pays me an extra P25.000! I got that once, but it wasn't easy to achieve. I need my men's strength to help me achieve it. I payed each of them P50 for helping me. Those whom I told and worked overtime. They were glad! Soon after, nobody wanted it. It was a tough job for them. So they just shushed me aside. But then, I wasn't interested in it anymore. I would rather them take their time. Well, with so much space activity, flight company, RadarActiv manufactured a new radar system which could detect spacecrafts from millions and millions of light years away. It could be enhanced with their radar enhancer if needed. They get mostly from the military. The military was controlling space. They see as much as they can. There were so many things which were changing, new models of space car keeps coming out, some with boosters to travel from here to Mars in eight hours! But they come with a high price. Since every five years earth had recession, the price goes down during the forth year before recession year comes. The military came up with a new squad known as Space Cops. Space Cops works exactly like the earth cops, but they are equiped wih state of the art weaponry and armoury. They drive special space crafts to help them achieve light speed in less than fifty seconds.

The Promedium bill front.

The bill is printed and there were no pictures to it because it is not formed by a man, it was formed by NASA. Except that the official logo of Universal Currencies Bank, the bank which prints the Promedium bills and Intergalactic Bank Association, which help to distribute the bills to banks world wide. The promedium bill is not made from normal paper. It was formed with a little metal embed in it. So it makes it a lil bendable, and yeah, which makes it look like a normal twenty dollar bill. Every month, about seven thousand ten thousand in value bills were printed, fifteen thousand of five thousand in value were printed, thirty thousand one thousand bills were printed, three hundred thousand of one hundred bills were printed, five hundred thousand of fifty bills were printed, five hundred thousand of twenty bills and seven hundred thousand of ten bills were printed. It was a total of P247,000,000 worth and if converted to the US Dollar, it is US$ 494,000,000. It was almost half a billion dollars and one third of one billion promediums! Every month the bank issues out these bills to cope with the ever growing of recruits into the company. Not to mention that giant corporation which were giving us tasks to do pays us hundreds of thousands of promediums to commence the project. Some even worth, not some, most of the projects I have done in my experience was worth more than seven billion promediums!

Anyway, it wasn't all about the economics of the world, it was something entirely different. Populations has soared beyond the horizon as it increases drastically. Developers have no choice, but to invest billions in making a terraforming space craft, the terracruiser. After all, if there weren't, where would I be?

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Thursday, December 24, 2009

Christmas!

Its Christmas! And do not say Ho ho ho, because after all, Santa Claus was nothing but a Man's imagery friend. :D The truth about Christmas is when Jesus Christ our Saviour was born on Earth, to deliver us from evil and save as many people as we can while we are on earth. :D Merry and Blessed Christmas to Everyone in the world! :D God bless ya all! :D


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Thursday, December 3, 2009

2012: Aftermath (The Unofficial Story)

Standing at the deck of the massive ship Alex gave a sigh. The ship was drifting at the course of Africa. Seven massive ships called Saviours were built. And during that hour, after so many millions of people were dead, only a handful survived. And they were lucky. Of all the millions that died on that day, there were million others who were refugees and were walking aimlessly in life. But the earth is small. Somehow, someday, they will meet. But till then, out of the seven Saviours, only four made it through. Each with a capacity of hundreds of thousands of people, with resources of up to four years, and an unlimited supply of oxygen. The thing is currency was not the main supply anymore. The events that went on the other day was a lesson to learn. And it has made the world economy imbalanced. The drift off course to Africa would take months. And in that months to come, there will be hardships for all, of humanity.

In that months of sailing, there were many chaos still, and emotions. Relatives, close friends, those who did not make it, of all the millions of people perished in a single day, there were many others who survived. And for those who did not make it, they were gone, forgotten in time, lost, in the midst of time. Those who were still alive were thankful. The months dragged on and on. Many have still not recovered from the devastating disaster that struck earth. Mankind's pride of technology, inventions, laws, freedom, all were destroyed. Massive factories, historical places, the Buckingham Palace, Eiffel Tower, Leaning Tower of Pisa, New York City, Manhattan City, Singapore, Malaysia, India, China, the China's Bird's Nest, Hong Kong, Japan, Russia, most parts were flooded, but the seas have given mankind another chance, another chance to build a new, another chance to restart what they have done wrong throughout the entire two thousand and twelve years. Till this day, 27th of the year 0001. In the month of January, a whole new earth begins.

At the time of 1500 hours of the month of January, day thirtieth of the year one, mankind reached the vast lands of Good Hope. What they saw was remarkable. Africa was untouched by nature's fury. Docking on deep seas just near the edge of the Good Hope lands, mankind's first ever exploration of the New Africa begins. Everything was harder than before. Supplies were low, resources dropped to the red mark, which means they have insufficient resources. With the available instruments they have inside Saviours, they marched out, in groups to hunt for food. The usual day changes, believes changes, religion changes, Saviours were broken down to build temporary homes. The ground was solid. Perfect for building homes and later, a tiny city. In the months and years to come, mankind had achieved their superiority again. But mankind have flaws, again the lands were divided. Everything was hard to get, mankind changed their way to the ancient ways, using swords, bows and arrows, only the smartest could use guns and grenades. The early years were still fresh, little or no economy was generated. Food was available throughout the land, there were no need for money. Everything they wanted was there. The land had almost a million people, most of which who are rich, find their selfs searching for food alone, without any help from their servants, maids and so on. It gave them harder times to survive. Very few was dead, or perished, they did not know of the nature in Africa. It was mean. And it wasn't just the fight for food, it was the fight for survival. Mankind garrisoned their homes, people come together to develop tiny villages. Together they help each other to hunt for food and think of ways to enhance their life. Four massive Saviours were broken down to make homes and walls. The remaining steels and aluminiums were made as docks. Small boats were made out of the tonnes of steel which were used. Day and night were changed. There were more night than day, mankind need to find ways to power their homes and they found one. A prototype engine salvaged from the Saviour ships. It required nothing but the power of the Sun. Very few knew how to operate a lot of things. Mankind needed a lot of time to teach and cooperate with each other.

And for the years to come, there is a new Earth. A new beginning, new technology have been invented. With their new submarines capable of deep sea voyages, salvaged the previous earth's resources. And for the years to come, mankind has grown in population, from millions to billions again, and cities were made again, new cities with new names. New lands were discovered. Old cities deep down were fitted into textbooks, relived in new museums as the old ones were destroyed. Everything in the world changed. New laws were made, new rules were made. New lands were discovered from the previous floods. With the new technology submarines salvaged from the old Saviours, old lands and cities like New York City, Miami, various parts of the known land were rediscovered. Meanwhile back on land, man tries to improve themselves, with almost a hundred percent of knowledge about our earth gone, mankind has to restart civilization all over again. Cellphones were gone. There was almost very little technology going on. Most of the things that was advancing was the economy. Slowly farmers and hunters got into the economy.

The earth advances again, slowly. And after all, we are still recovering from the aftermath.

*Note:The above story is absolutely fiction and does not involve anyone, dead or alive. The story is 100% copyrighted and should not be reproduced in any form by any means possible. Thank you and enjoy reading.

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Friday, November 27, 2009

2012: Fear Strucked (The Unofficial Story)

It was so freaky. And creepy. He remembered he saw his friend got swallowed up in to the cracking earth. The magnitude of the earth quake was almost immeasurable, even though the Richter scale said the magnitude was ten point four and climbing. He ran off in the other direction, but to his horror the same thing was happening around him. He saw people flying up in the sky while the underground pipes and gases lines explode because of the earthquake. He saw a red Nissan skyline flew over the house to another on coming car and the driver was still strapped onto his seat. "Not much of a safety belt" he thought, in the middle of the havoc. The red Nissan skyline crushed the other car, which was a normal, BMW Three series. The crash lead on the a pile up all the way to the back of the street. People were rushing in and out running almost aimlessly. All he could do was held onto the street light pole and pray. Then he saw a car parked at the side of the road smashed into a man which was running away, he saw the horrific incident which made his stomach sick and twist. The car slammed into the man with such force that the man, together with the car, flew onto an oncoming cement mixer truck on the other side of the housing area, slamming hard onto the front of the truck and the truck, with that much force, overturned and crushed the car, with the man still stuck, in between the truck's front steel crash bar and the car's right side doors. He saw the man's hand jutting out from the car window, while blood splattered all over the place. He closed his eyes.

He heard numerous screams and so many sounds going on that it was too fast for his ears to capture, he felt as though he could faint. But he held his position strong. He took a deep breath and opened his eyes. What he saw did not comfort him at all. The entire housing area was brought down to nothing but piles of rubble and fires and smoke. He saw some people badly injured, a lady, in her forties, lost both her legs when a truck crushed her while she was running away. He saw blood all over the area, there were so much fear and havoc, nobody dares say a word. Fear has struck them all. They remained silent and looked at each other. Nobody did anything for the past few minutes. The horrifying event ended in just a few seconds, injuring almost hundreds and thousands of people, while killing a number which was increasing rapidly. Even the fire brigade, the ambulances, military, polices, could not do anything. Everyone went into a state of shock. He couldn't believe his own eyes, what he saw was devastating... All he could do was close his eyes.

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Gazing at the sky Jonathan's son asked him, "Dad, why is it snowing here?"
Jonathan stood and said nothing. This was a bizarre situation, everything was changing. Aeroplanes scheduled to arrive in Japan reached Afrika. Ships set course for Hawaii ended up at North Pole. The whole earth was changing. Everything on earth did not matter but close friends, families, relatives, girlfriends, boyfriends, brother, sister, enemies and everyone. It wasn't a time to decide on who to argue with, or who to kill because of all this crap, or who started this shit, nobody to blame. The main objective was to save themselves. Save yourself, or save your family. Some people tried to save as many as they can. But it was all in vain. Thousands of people died, millions across the globe as news covered entire countries to cover this kind of bizarre stories but most of the journalists ended up dying. Jonathan and all his families and relatives scrambled to hide. But it was no use. Staring at the massive destruction caused by the earthquake and it made him tremble. Then he saw something that made him stiff, like a solid rock. He didn't move. He couldn't move. He felt his stomach twisting and his heart beat faster. The roads cracked inwards. He saw earth swallowing up everything in front of his eyes, but something was amiss, it was heading his direction. It was like approaching him at speeds of Mach and it was like reaching light years. He raced the other way, trying hard to escape. It was all in vain. He screamed his way down into the depths of the earth's crust. Then silence.
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The sounds of sirens and creaking metal was in the air. There was no joy, no smiling faces, nothing. It was emotionless. Meanwhile, back in Japan, Tokyo, Japan Airlines pilot, Captain Ichimaru Takaeguki was leaving the airport to meet his family when he saw his company's aeroplane, JAL 778, which was scheduled to land in Japan at 04:00 hours crashed right into the airport. Ichimaru couldn't say anything. He felt the earth shook and the next moment he saw explosions everywhere around the airport, apparently the gas lines where detached and a little spark caused a chain of explosion. Scrambling to search for a car, Ichimaru found a car and sped off in it, the only thought he had was heading home, to be with his wife and his four year old daughter. He sped off in the direction he knew was the shortest. The roads were cracking and opening up. Still, his car meter did not touch below seventy miles per hour. He reached safely to his home. The cracking stopped. Strangely. He told his wife to pack up their things. They were leaving. But to where he did not know.

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The world's in a dilemma. It wasn't the environment or the mother nature. It was a dramatic change in the universe. A once in thousands of years occurance. The shift in which, would cause catastrophe like the earth's crust breaking up, swallowing up cities and everything in it. Millions of people died, millions others displaced. The shift in the earth's crust causes the ocean depths to change and thus creating tsunamis, waves which reaches heights you have never imagined. The shift in the crust caused a stir and havoc throught the entire world, changing the north pole and south pole, affecting the magnetic force of the earth and shifting countries in miles of distances. The world wasn't prepared for this. Only the billionaires had money to take special spaceships. Ships which they called Saviours. The massive millions of tonnes ship costs billions to produce. It could accomodate unimaginable amounts of people into the ship, survivors, high rank officials, presidents and military advisors. The events took place almost consecutively, one after the other. Places which were badly hit were places which are near to coasts, like Japan, Phillipines, California, Canada, North Pole, South Pole, Indonesia, Sri Lanka, all the vulnerable spots were gone. Millions of life lost and killed. There was no time to do anything. The ships were just mere plans for humanity to survive. Various places around the globe suffered tremendously, especially poor countries like India, suffered terrible economy as the world plunges into chaos. People looting, killing other for themselves to survive, stealing, robbing, and hijacking almost any place left with resources for humanity to survive till who know's when. There were millions of refugees, running from one place to ther other, seeking for new homes to stay, but all was turned down by bizarre weather, bizarre happenings. Nobody could be a hero, nobody could be saved, the reign of humanity stands at the edge. Will we survive for the next few years to tell of this amazing story? Will we survive to tell the tale of 2012? Will we- There's nothing left to say but wait and pray. There is nothing as much as creepy and freaky as what would come in the days when the day begins. It could be earlier, it could be delayed, it could not happen, who knows? But what if it did happen? People whom you care and love, pray in your own religions, for what we know of the future, for what we know that would come before us, is all up to God. And after the events, it was truly and deeply traumatising, affecting humans physically and mentally, shocking to other people, but if so, then we would all be fear strucked.

*Note: The story above was inspired by the movie 2012. Do find somethings familiar with the movie. But not all. :D Thanks again for reading! Wait for the next title to appear! 2012: Aftermath (The Unofficial Story)! :D Thank you again for reading.

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Two Thousand Twelve


In conjunction with the release of the apocalypse movie 2012 directed by Roland Emmerich, I would like to state my opinions on what would happen on earth when twenty first of December two thousand and twelve appears. Obviously, the movie has been a great hit. I would write a sequel, if I could, to tell the tale from my point of view. Enjoy the upcoming 2012 story, made up by me. :D


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Thursday, November 26, 2009

I

Her wounds are still fresh, her hurt is still new, her sorrows are building up, her love is growing less,
and yet I made another cut in her heart, and yet I made another bruise in her heart, and yet, I made her sorrows and hurt more, and yet I made her cry in her silence, and yet, I'm no extraordinary man, and yet, I'm here to change what I have done, and yet, I'm here to begin a new chapter with you, and yet, our story ends before it started.

For now its a new book, for now its a new title, for now I'm just gonna be..... me.

For now I will alter my heart, for now we will make a new start, for now i will hold your hand in the crowd, for now i am desperate to reach your heart, for now love is just an art, for now my love is like a dart, and for now I will fully take part, for now I will touch your heart.

Because everything that you do, makes you solidly beautiful, for everything you do, makes you pretty cute, for everything that you do, you are unique one to two, for now that did i tell you? I will love you no matter what, I'm here to stand by your side, in every trouble we'll find a way, and yet we are on restart, and yet now that you have a fragile heart, and now I will keep it safe and sound, and now I will put it, close to my heart.

For everyday is a new day, for everyday is a special day, for everyday I am thinking of you, for everyday I am going crazy for you, for all that I know, I am intensely in love with you.

I now want to treasure your heart, I'm sorry I made a scar, I hope it recovers soon enough, for now I am in my car, i am lots of dough, I would take you on a row, with movies and snacks and a lil romance, i hope we achieve where we start.

And I hope to treasure your heart, because its fragile and hard, i will soften it when its right, when the time is right i will spill, and when the time is right i will kneel, and when we're finally adults, i would give you a surprise, with a glitter of sparkle, and no more linger, i hope we marry and know that we are right!

Simple logic, simple plan, simple pimple, simple dimple, sweet sweets, sweet smile, radiant beauty, perfectly elegant in every direction!

A lil thought a lil peace, a lil kiss would make you miss, a lil hug by the car, a lil make out in the bar, a sweet picnic and a romantic dinner, you are definitely slimmer, with nice curves and cute poses, just like lil red roses, stuffed with pudding and wine, tastes like sweet lime, walking through the line, makes you officially mine, in a simple display of mime, i hope that loving you is alright.

Sorry for my mistakes, sorry for my accuses, for for making you angry with curses, silently I regret my words, openly I smile with a heavy heart, silently crying myself to sleep, its something I deserved for what I said.

Please forgive me and do help me, for you are the one person who makes my heart melt like ice, who made voice sweet and nice.

Thank you for forgiving me, i hope God bless you everyday, now that I'm seeing you again, i hope there is chemistry.

Thinking of you every single day, hoping to be with you in a day, praying to marry you in a year, getting kids is what we deserve. :)

Writing this down I have, sending this I haven't, I will explain when I send, if I see you in the next cycle! :D

Notes: Story-poem varies from the original collection. Done by bwyc©2009. Thank you for your cooperation. Have a nice day.


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Sunday, November 22, 2009

At The End of The Galaxy

"Settings set. Location confirmed. Setting course to Planet NMZ, location Honeymoon Sector 7, Quadrant Zetha. Cruising range set. Powering up primary and secondary engines. Third and fourth engines powered up. Standing by engine five and six. Fart* holes fully operational. All systems check. No configuration files malfunction. Systems fully operational. Undocking sequence initiated." the A.I on board the ship speaks as the green screen scans for malfunctions throughout numerous systems and operation.

"Undocking sequence part one enabled. Releasing power cables."
"Power cables released. Locking hatch."
"Hatch locked. Releasing hatch."
"Hatch released. Engines five and six powered. Reversing thrusters."
"Undocking sequence part two enabled. Mechanical arms operational. Five meters from dock. Fifteen meters from dock. Thirty five meters from dock. Distance safe."

The ship jerked a little while the mechanical arms detached from the ship. The ship was moving slowly, very slowly. I sat at the cockpit and waited for the A.I to prepare for hyper drive mode.

"Whoa. My first ever romantic dinner with my girlfriend of five years. I mean not to say that we haven't gone to any romantic dinner before. But yeah. Anyway, it was all, well, as you know, down to earth. Haha. But well. Now's the first time ever we are having our dinner somewhere else, the mark of our sixth anniversary. It was in the month of September. September 15th 2045. Our most memorable honeymoon was a trip to Europe. That was three years ago. Then we stayed back at Florida, Miami, to be more specific. Well our relationship has gone through a lot of dilemmas. And I'm telling you, a lot. But, so. The day Stokes Corporation launched their first Spaceship, the Cruiser. Which could travel to Mars in a week and then travelled to Pluto in the following five months. That was technology. That was the breakthrough. But that happened like fifteen years ago. Since then, the economy raised. Conversion of currency became so large that every two years there would be a recession. Stokes Corporation made the world economy imbalanced. But that was then. Now it is balanced. But before that it was expensive to travel in space. It was worthed about a few thousand dollars to travel just to the moon. But still, marriages were made up in space during that time. Anyway. Back to this. She's the most unique girl I've ever met. She would go crazy with her friends, everytime she is with them. She can become as sweet as sugar at times and as bitter as medicine at times. She just have the perfect balance. Anyway, this is a surprise for her so shush it! And oh dear, she's here. Bye-"

"Where are we going Rod?" Samantha asked while clutching her waist.
"Er. Somewhere you haven't been to honey." I answered, looking away.
"Really. Where did you get this ship anyway?" She questioned me like an interrogation officer.
"Erh. Its, somewhere behind my backyard. So. You know."
"Oh. I forgot. You stay in a ten million dollar mansion."
"Its not ten million dollars, seven million."
"Right. So where are we going. You haven't answered. Don't go bla bla blah on me."
"Erm. Okay. Heading somewhere. Oh come on. Don't you know what day is it today? Its twelve forty in the morning. You need some sleep. Go take some rest. We'll be there by morning."
"Oh. Right. Right." she answered snapping her index finger and thumbs together, creating a snapping sound. "I'm sleeping now. Night dearie. No naughty dos."
"Yes dear, I know you for so long." I said with an expression on my face.

I stayed in the cockpit while she went into the room to sleep. There were fifteen bedrooms, thirty five bathrooms and six jacuzzis. One massive kitchen, one large guest room and one entertainment room. The entertainment room has fifty percent of movies that are played in cinemas around the globe. It has a ten player PlayStation Seven version 7.8 and thousands of games. There is a place for karaoke and a small garden with the size of a house to play with. There was a playground, size of two houses. The ship's name was Cruiser. It was about four football fields in length and three football fields in width. It was massive. The engines are so huge that if you stand next to it, its like you are standing next to a four storey buiding. That ship was a present from my father to me. It still runs, for one decade. With nuclear engines. It was worth a few trillion of dollars to built, but lasts for about five decades. Still new.

It takes the entire night to fly from Earth to the destination. Trust me, its superbly awesome. I can't tell you know, you know. But. I'm pretty sure I would snap some pictures of us together. And there would be more surprises for her! I know how much she loved surprises. Anyway, the time now is one fifty five in the morning, Miami time.

I remembered the days when we were together. Holding our hands, and I'm gona tell you, her hands are smoother than any surface you have ever touched. Her heart can be very sensitive at times, but she's normally herself, which I totally loved. She has the best smile any other girl didn't have. She has the most beautiful eyes any guy has ever seen, and she has the most amazing voice any other girl would have. She was beautiful, elegant looking, standing about four feet a few inches tall, perfect body line, has the smoothest palms, a sweet smile, nice personality, even though she can be quite demanding at times. But oh well, she has everything balanced out, perfectly. And oh, did I mention she has the sweetest voice too? My, the first time I heard her voice, I remembered I fell and broke some bones, but it didn't bother me because her voice was like glued to my ear. Still, it took me months just to get a girl like her. Besides, did I tell you? She's way younger than me. The journey there was kinda fast. You'd see stars on your left and right. You'd see revolving blue lights, it can reach seriously far away, detected by astronomers in the year 2000 till 2010.

Anyways. It's like four in the morning now. I'm gona catch some sleep while the A.I takes control.

"Autopilot set. Default settings applied. Goodnight Captain Rodney."

It suddenly became bright. I felt a little heat on my face. Waking up from my slumber I looked out the reinforced window panes which are locked with reinforced titanium hull, to with stand the pressure. Looking in front of me I saw a huge docking station.

"Approaching No Military Zone Honeymoon Space Station Dock(NMZHSS). Speed reduced by ninety percent. Reducing power output to all engines. Shutting down Nuclear engines. Setting up fuel cell battery pack. Fart holes enabled. Six thousand meters."
"Five thousand meters"
"Speed reduced by one hunderd percent."
"Four thousand meters."
"Three thousand meters."
"Two thousand meters."
"One thousand meters."

"Cruise ship Rod at number 377587, dock at luxury VIP port. Welcome Sir."
"Thanks operator."
"welcomed sir."

The A.I spoke, "To all crews of Cruise Ship, please be notified. Docking sequence in T minus One."
"Docking sequence initiated. Part One commenced."

"Cruise Ship 377587, you are cleared to dock. Hangar doors are opened. Standard procedures commenced."
"Roger. Thanks for the info." I replied through the Data Transmission Booster or normally known as DTB.

"Entering Hangar Sector 1, docking number 377587. Three meters from power cables."
"One meter from power cable."
"Ship stopped. Power cable attaching in two seconds. Mechanical arms deployed. Commencing de-pressurization."
"De-pressurization complete."

While the machines were doing their job, I did mine.

"Samantha! We're here!" I called out to her from outside the door.
I heard grunts and she said, "Coming in a minute."
"Okie dokes. Hurry! We've docked!"

A few moments later she came out. The moment the door open, my jaws hung out. She looked superbly beautiful in her pink and purplish dress. Her hair isn't tied, as always. But her fringe was pushed back, so it made her look beautiful. Stepping out of the door she said, "Where are we dear?"
Stunning for a moment, I caught my breath and said, "Oh. The place you've always wanted to go."
She looked surprised and said, "The restaurant at the corner of the galaxy?!" almost screaming.

By then, if you did not noticed her gleaming eyes, you're definitely a noob. Her eyes were glittering and sparkling. She hugged me and said, "Thanks! I love you!"

"Er yeah. We are at the restaurant at the corner of the galaxy." I said, still stunned by her appearance.

We exited the hangar and went to what we call space taxis. They deliver you to where you want to be. The fares isn't cheap. But oh well, for love, money's not the problem. We went into the taxi. It was the size of four massive trucks combined together. It has compartments for almost fifteen people and a cargo hold for all your items. The time was six thirty.

"Destination sir?" the driver asked.
"Erm. Where to Sam?" I asked her.
"Erm, I don't know. The restaurant at the corner of the galaxy?"
"Ahh, the Honeymoon restaurant." replied the driver. "Set. We're moving. Put on your safety belts, rough atmosphere ahead."
"Yeah sure." we replied, almost in sync.

The journey took a few hours. Planet NMZ isn't what you think it is. It has so many destination for couples, a Planet usually called Hollywood Two or the Honeymoon Planet. At eight thirty we arrived in our destination, a restaurant, floating on the edge of the Milky Way. We do not know, but that planet is located at the edge of our solar system. Manufacturers took almost two decades building the restaurant. The restaurant was awesome. Everything felt like on Earth. The restaurant looked like a huge cube floating in space, but its actually moving, with the gravity of Planet NMZ below. The restaurant cost a massive quadrillion to built, but with the recession on during that time, it went down to trillion of dollars to build. And now, it seems so majestic.

Amazed at the restaurant, Sam hold my arm, the look on her face said that it was impossible we are there, at that exact moment. It felt as though it was all a dream, but, it was not, just a dream. It was a dream come true for her. I've saved every dollar for the trip to here, for five years. We stopped at the door towards an escalator leading all the way to the restaurant. Below the restaurant was like a dock or dropping off station, where space taxis drops off passengers. It takes about a few minutes to dock and get the passengers out. So we waited.

After it was complete, we were inside the restaurant. Holding hands we looked at the glass door infront of us. It was five inches thick. The windows were made out of reinforced plastic and glass, like bullet proof windows, but inserted with a kind of substance which made it ten to twenty times stronger. The waiter looked on at us and smiled.

"Welcome to the Restaurant At The Corner of The Galaxy. Today we are directly at the edge. So enjoy your moments. Which location do you want sir, miss?" he said with an Indian accent and bowed as a sign of respect.
"Maybe we should take the one facing the entire universe." I replied.
"Sure thing. Here, let me show you your table."

We followed him to a location with nothing, but just glass all over. It was rather cool and there were love songs playing from the nineteen hundreds to the twenty first century love songs. We sat, facing each other. Looked at the menu and she gasped. I smiled and told her, "Relax. Its not that expensive as I would have thought."
She smiled and said, "That's sweet of you dear."

I smiled back. We had our lovely breakfast with other galaxies overlooking us, the nearest was Andromeda, could be seen with a telescope from the restaurant.

"This is so beautiful." she said with a smile on her face. Gosh, that smile melted me heart.
"Yeah. And so are you." I replied.

She then gave me a sweet look and said, "So, is that all?"
"Haha. Nope. There's more to come. Relax. Our time's not in yet right?"
"Oh. What time is it?" she asked.
"Nine fifty."

She smiled. "Okay. What's your surprise now?"

Looking around and looking at my watch, it displayed ten o'clock sharp. With my heart racing faster and faster, my nervousness came into me, making me stammer a little bit but soon I gained control of myself and asked her the question, "Samantha James Morrison, would you marry me?"

The exact day, exact time and a romantic location is where we got married. Three years from then on it seemed unbelievable. I was only twenty eight and she was twenty three when we got married. And at the end of the galaxy was where I proposed to her. It all seemed so romantic, a blue revolving light a few million light years away, could be seen from the restaurant. It was magnificent. And after all, the most romantic place to be was at the end of the galaxy.

*Fart holes: Fart holes are tubes which are located at the front, on both left and right of a spaceship to even out the center of the ship, it basically makes your ship travel from A to B, not A to C. Get the meaning? Fart holes are propelled by nitrogen gas, some by carbon dioxide, and ignited with ten spark plugs to produce a small jet or jerk to the ship to move from one side to the other. It was like steering left and right in a car.

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Sunday, November 1, 2009

Memories

I hear murmuring. I listen to the silence when it gets darker. I see lights, not bright, it was dimmed, it was so silent. I couldn't stand it. But I could not move a muscle. I felt so tired and lifeless. I felt sharp pain on my hands, I felt a plastic surrounding my face, covering me with fresh air? I sense my heart rate was fast and irregular. I get nervous when the murmurs stops. My heart rate would increase almost unsuspectingly. I feel so lazy to open my eyes.

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Memories. All that's left was memories. Between you and me. Just memories. Nothing else. Memories of us together here and there, laughing and kidding. I missed those days. Memories of when you told me what had happened, I felt moved, touched, did I mention deeply? Yeah, deeply moved. But its all just lingering in my mind. Nothing else. Just the picture of you, the largest portrait ever found in my few kilograms of brains. Its all just...memories. oh how much I dread being in my mind so much, I can't focus, I can't concentrate, I can't... Wait. To be with you. If.. If.. If only I was conscious during our times together, I would have noticed, but it was wholly, entirely, massively my fault. No one else. I should have noticed every single inch of you that is pure, kind, loving, sweet, cute, caring. Every single- but its too late. I should have treasured you, known you more, but I did not asked a question about you. I did not. I was being selfish. I was being- oh gawd. I'm stuck in my own self regret. I regret for everything that I have done. I have never said this before but, I regret. I regret! But I didn't know your family was a in a dilemma. I did not know. Even though I knew I thought it would end quickly, but it seemed not. I made you angry. I made you mad at me. I made you... Sigh. Hate me. Sigh.

You don't know how thankful I am to know you. You don't know how thankful I am to have known you five percent better. That's better than one percent for me. I know you are mad. If only you gave me a chance. How sad your life is I didn't know. I was indulged in the idea that you loved me. It is true. I'm telling you the truth. But now that I know, it is too late. It is already insignificant for me to say anything. But I say it anyway. I want you to know. I want you to know how much I think of you everyday. Every single day, every single second. But you left. You left me. You left me speechless, you left me with a part of my heart. I made you angry. I made you leave me. I made you angry.. I made you... Hate me.

In my memory we smile. In my memory you disturbed me a lot, you wanted my attention. I didn't give you any- or I did gave you a minimal attention. I do not know. In my memory we are happy. In my memory we are friends. In my memory, you were everything to me. In my memory was my ego. My ego was so massive.

But but what am I doing here?

I gasped. Everything around me seemed weird. "I am not in heaven right?" I asked myself, staring at things which seemed familiar, but I didn't know what it was. I had no clue what they were called. I glanced around. I see nobody. I looked at my hands, I see a wrist paper written, 'Patient: Benjamin Douglas #53' I relaxed on my bed. I looked around me again and again. I saw a window. I got up, suddenly my heart felt pain. I sat back. Unable to move. Just then, I heard a fast beep tone. I looked to my right, looking at it the word read, 'Emergency', was blinking. I sighed without knowing. I lied down. A lady in a uniform came.

"Hello. How are you doing Mr. Douglas?"
"I'm fine Miss-" I was staring hard at her name tag. "Miss Sandy."

She smiled. And then told me, "Relax sir. Your heart isn't perfect yet. Doctors did a by pass. Don't worry. You'll live for longer years. We'll monitor you."
I smiled back. Understanding half of what she said. I sat back and was soon asleep. I felt so tired. This was where my dream came in.

I was standing with her. Just us both. We held hands. Our background was a huge cake, together with a man with a tux suit and a lady in a white gown. The gown made the little model so pretty, it was her face. Staring back at her, it was the same person, looking at the male model shrieked me, it was me! It wasn't really a nightmare though. I smiled at her. Then we kissed. And cut. I suddenly was awaken by my own nightmare. I looked up into the white ceiling, thinking of this girl. I sat in the bed for a moment. Then I looked around. I paged for a lady with the uniform. I waited, I pressed the button, 'Emergency' and calmly waited for her. Another lady entered the room. She looked at me and asked me,"Are you okay?"
"Yes. Can you explain what happened to me?" I quickly get into my topic.

She sighed and said, "You fainted on floor two, room i-5509, clasping your chest. We quickly rushed you to ER. Your heart beat had stopped for one minute. We still have chance. Then we did a by pass and now you are here."
"Oh." I said shortly. "How long do I have to stay here?"
"Depends. If your heart is strong, you can get off within a week, or else, months."
"Oh." I said again, putting my head in a sulking position. "Okay. Thanks."
"Welcome." came her reply and she walked off.

I sat in the hospital for a few days more. Then I was what they called, discharged. I did not know where to go. But I had a house in my mind, I'm not sure who's house, but I wanna get there as soon as possible. I paced to the bus stop. Sitting there I wandered about so many things. I sat still. Suddenly a rush of memories lead me to her house. Instantly like a robot, I got up and walked, and walked. And walked. I never stop, I just continued walking, the girl's image portrayed in my head, the biggest portrait ever. Her face was cute, she had a nice and sweet, warm smile. She has two dimples which made her cute when she smiled, her eyes sparkle every time she smiled, her fringe was down from her top middle down towards the right, her hair was shoulder length, tied back, she looked like an angel to me. I never knew who she was. She just randomly appeared in my dream. I kept walking, keeping her image in my head. Never wanting it out. After a few hours of so called hiking, I reached my destination. I stood in front of the house. It felt somewhat awkward and the feeling of strangeness? Staring at the house was a stainless steel gate, coated in silver, the fences was made out of bricks, I saw two altars at the right, I heard water pouring out, a small fish pond. I saw one Toyota and one Naza car. I saw the grill tinted with silverish-grey, the door was brown, the windows was about human height. I stared. Trying to get the haywire and traffic jam out of my mind. I can't, it was as though it was blocked by a firewall or an access code.

I then saw a small button. I pressed it. After awhile the door opened. I saw a lady standing at the door, staring at her and she staring at me she said this, "Nanti, saya panggil ma'am"
I stunned. I didn't know a word she was saying! The another lady appeared. Now she seemed familiar I thought to myself.

"Hey Benjie. What are you doing here? How did you come?"
I stunned. I didn't know what to say. "I..er. I don't know. May I know who are you?" I said stammering.
"Oh. Yeah. Your sister is not here. She's on her way home. She just left."
"My? My sister?" I said. "Who's she?"
Letting out a sigh she brought me in. The house seemed all familiar for me. I saw a 50 inch Plasma TV, whatever it is called. I saw the white tiles, and something caught my eye, a pink colour decorated handphone. It was switched on. Slowly I picked it up. The lady stopped and studied me. I stared at the phone and said, "This looks familiar."
She smile and replied, "Its my daugther's. You remember her? Amelia?"
I stunned at her name. Slowly I read the contents of the phone. Slowly I went through her messages, her inbox, her files, musics, contacts. Everything till I reached the file named 'Picture'. I opened the file. I stunned as it was the very girl I see in my dream. I sat back and stared at her pictures. Slowly and unknowingly my tears flowed out. I didn't know why. I just sat and the tears came out. Just flow out like a river, like rain, raining down on earth. I just cried. I guess I really wanted her. I looked at the nice lady, she looked at me, her eyes are red, I see water running down her eyes, I didn't say anything. Then I noticed a boy standing about a few feet away. He looked at me and said, "Hi."

I stared at him and replied in a sobbing voice, "Hi."
"You remember me? I'm Kenny."
"Yes. I think." I replied. Slowly remembering his face somewhere near my house, where was my house?
Then the nice lady said, "Its okay Benjie. Its time to show you, where she is."
"She's here?" I asked quickly. "I wanna see her. I need to tell her something. I need to tell her urgently."
"No she is not Benjie. She left."
"She left? How can she run away from home?"
"No Benjie, not run away. She's not here anymore."

I felt the pressure on my chest. I can't believe what she was saying, how can she say her own daughter is what I feared most? Dead? No. That's not ncie to tell someone about your daugther. I looked at her and said,"Impossible. She's here. She's somewhere here! I know she is! Sh'e in school right?" I sort of screamed. I ran up to her room, it was packed nicely, a picture hung on the wall. I broke down. Completely broke down and cried. I can't believe she's gone so fast. She's only 18!
Stammering I asked her mother, "What- What happened?"
"She had a fall and she had a blood clot in her brain. She didn't fight. But she did left us all a note."
I quickly looked at her and asked, "Where is it?"
"There." she pointed out on her pillow.
Quickly I took the note, it read;

Nothing. Just a picture of her.

"Whats' the meaning of this?" I demanded.
"In memory of Amelia. This one's for you. I hope she forgives you."
I didn't say anything but just cried. The entire day I stayed in her room. I couldn't believe it. Then the very next day I woke up in her room, on the floor.

"Its time Benjie. We're going to see her."

Quickly I woke up and rushed behind her mother. We drove to the cemetary. When we reached there I calmed myself, thinking this was all just a sick lie and a very deep sick joke. I followed them. Then I saw a carved stone with her name on it. I knelt down and instantly wept. Nobody said anything, they watched me throw the grasses around, fling myself to the tree, throw the dead branches, throw stones. They watched and silently cried.

"There is nothing left to say when someone leaves earth. There's only memories left. So treasure everyone you love, for you do not know when they might or will leave earth."

Only memories of her. Memories...


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Friday, October 30, 2009

Reminder

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A little Introduction!

Quickly I grasped the button with the word written 'Emergency' and pressed it numerous times.

Haha. Yeah, you might think I'm just one desperate old fool. Ha. You got that right. I admit. Fine.

Whispering a prayer of condolences I shot my target. He dropped and fell instantaneously. Like a vegetable stalk being let up vertical. The body was lifeless. I kept watch as the whole place turned haywire. I backed away...

And there you go! The latest read, Silence! :D Enjoy reading~ :)




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Silence

Staring into her beautiful eyes I sighed. I knew all my past was my fault. I knew all my wrong doings was well, my fault. But..But. This is sudden. This is something I didn't know which could end up like this. I didn't know it would end up in a way, like this. In this frikking condition. I blame myself. Really. I blame it all to me. All, just focus your darn lights at me, its me. Yes me. I knew I shouldn't have hurt her. I knew it all along, but boy was I sucked into my own selfish world. Yeah, now I know how much it hurts. It hurts me so bad, even the happiest song made me cry. But. I didn't know. I didn't. I... Didn't... Know.. That it would end up like this. Holding her smooth palms I looked on her face. I see her eyes closed, the plastic thing fits just nicely between her nose and mouth. She was breathing, duh. I stared blankly at her and did not notice my eyes was beginning to be watery. I sighed with a deep sigh and cried. It was quiet. The entire hospital was quiet. Thank goodness I negotiated with her mum and let me stay her to accompany her. The hospital was dead silent. I glanced at my watch, it was three in the morning, right. I sat there and cried and cried without stopping, I was hoping to drain out all my tears. No, I can't hold it back any longer. No, I can't. I did not notice anything, but then I dozed off, I think. I woke up to find the dark skies are slowly clearing. It was five forty in the morning. Nothing in my life was ever that special and precious. Nothing. Except when she stepped into my life and made a difference. She made a whole new me. A whole new me. I'll say that again, a whole new me. I lied down beside her and closed me eyes. Hoping for her to wake up. she did not move an inch. Still, I put all my hope in her, hoping that she would wake up sometime soon. But it was all to no avail. I lied down, and instantly my mind shifted into a moment when we were not even together, we were only friends. I know, but I still loved her no matter what. She made me loved her. We were doing good together, but weren't that close enough. I wasn't thinking of asking her any sooner or later, which I sighed I didn't. At least if we were couples it would make a slight different, but the slight different means so much to me. I was being myself, dumb, silly, wacky kinda person, lame, and laughing with an accent. She was being herself. Complaining to me about guys telling her they loved her. Complaining this and that to me, strangely, I enjoyed listening to them. But everyday, my love for her doubled, doubled, tripled, quadrapled. You name it, I don't care, cause love can't be measured. Can it? But I remembered that dreadful day, that cursed day of my life. I knew after that she was okay. But I was being dumb and naive and also, childish. I asked you the wrong questions. I asked you the wrong topics. It was like I was trying to hit a jackpot in a 4D game, biut instead I dropped to just consolation. I never did hit the jackpot. Did I? I felt dumb founded and speechless. She was the hardest girl I'm going to get, but I will get her anyway, even if it requires my life. You see, my life ain't that important. Its just, nothing, I'm like a servant, slave during the Egytian times. Nothing, like dust. I guess that was why I was in love with military too. I needed love, but all I got in return was hurt, anger, depression, desperation and sometimes I leaved myself alone. I would indulge myself in military machines, weapons of mass destruction, missiles, torpedoes, attack helicopters, jet fighters, guns, games anything that could cure me from my all my downside. I wouldn't mind being Punisher someday. Haha. Yeah, you might think I'm just one desperate old fool. Ha. You got that right. I admit. Fine. What's the point to acting when you aren't that kind of person at all? I do not like that. Oh yes, I'm a sadist. I picture myself with a sniper rifle in my hand, gripping the handle tight, I kept my eyes on my target, setting them into my scoping sights, aiming just nice on the forehead. He didn't see me. He can't see me. We're invinsible. Whispering a prayer of condolences I shot my target. He dropped and fell instantanously. Like a vegetable stalk being let up vertical. The body was lifeless. I kept watch as the whole place turned haywire. I backed away...

But really, honestly I did not know she would end up in this manner. I did not know, but I'm sorry, she would end up on this hospital bed instead of me. I was hoping for myself to get an accident and just lay there and die. I asked my sisters for forgiveness already. Now's my parents. But I know, I wouldn't mind dying, that's the best way to cure myself from loveless, though I know God's there. But anyway. it was her- why wasn't it me? Why is this world so unfair and vice versa??! I wanted to be the one who forgets her and be on the bed and slowly die a torturing death, nah, kidding. I would like to die as fast as possible. No delays. But honestly, I have becomed a straight forward person, although I'm not one hundred percent straight. But I do not like to jump around the bush, you know what I mean? lol. But just in a series of unfortunate events it became like this, what hell. As I lay there, I remembered the questions I asked, the hurt I felt when she answered me, but I took the courage to forget it all, I know I shouldn't have asked her to read my blog. I knew it. But I was being such an ignoring basterd. I ignored my feelings and thought positively, "Hey! She's gonna like this." But in the end, it doesn't even matter. She's gone now. Away from my side, not dead. Don't think wrong. She's away from my side, dodging every possible way out of my sight. Even the closest, tinniest hole, she would fit just right in. I remembered she praised me, saying I was perfect. I guess she took it all back. *Chuckles8 I know she would never enter my blog ever again, I wouldn't be surprise if she deleted me from her account. But that is too much. I don't know. I'm feeling so regretful now. As the old saying, the rice has turned to porridge, meaning there is no way to turn that porridge into rice, there isn't. This is what I call a dead end. Recently I replaced my wallpaper to her. It's just so painful, I wished at that spot I would just frikking get heart attack and say goodbye to everyone. haha. If only. But no, I know I live for a reason. I know I have my chores and points in life. But, I'm still searching it out. But really, looking at strangers I kept thinking in my mind, nobody has ever met a girl like her before. She was the cutest, sweetest thing you can think off. The perfect girl for me. But, I guess I just disqualified her. But really, no hard feelings. I'm not mad at her at all. No. In fact, I am telling the truth now, I'm embarrased. I'm totally embarrased. One quadrillion times, maybe infinity. I wanted to do something about it. I consulted my sister, she asked me to tell her mother. That's the only way. But try being in my position, hey, I have feelings too man! I'm not a rock solid robot! - How I wish I was an animal. Just live, eat, sleep, mate, die. That's it, all fair and square, but, thankful to live in this world without peace and a lot sins. Haha. Really. Now I know why she hated the world so much. But still. I am beginning to hate this world too, imaging it to be something dreadful like partial hell or something. I don't care whatever she thinks of me. I just want her. Sounds desperate to you? No? You're weird. Or maybe you are like me, emotionless. But then. I suddenly jerked up, I heard a low beeping of sound. My eyes widened. Quickly I grasped the button with the word written 'Emergency' and pressed it numerous times. Immediately a nurse and doctor came rushing into the room and by her bed. The nurse asked me out, quite rude, but I was feeling dumb, numb and speechless. I was praying for a miracle to happen. A really real miracle. The doctor and nurse was in there a few minutes, then more and more minutes, I started to worry, I contacted her mum, and asked her mum not to ruch to the hospital, they're doing all they can. She just said okay and hanged up. I felt sorry. I felt so many things in my mind. I do not want her to go away so fast. She's so young. Silently I prayed a prayer. A few minutes later, the doctor came out, her mother was pacing, I could hear her footsteps. He came to me with a relieved face and said, "She's fine."

I sighed and tears begun to run down my cheeks, her mother, looking at my tears, cried. I looked behind, not noticing her, then I told her, "She's fine." And put my hands on her back to calm her down. Her mum replied, "Why did you cry?"

"Tears of joy." I said. "Tears of joy." I repeated. Her mother smiled and sighed. I walked into her room. Looking at her in bed with the transparent tubes, the water pack hung on a vertical point, a transparent tube was inserted into her wrists, I saw two injectors with a bright red colour filling up on her left hand, I see a white tank with red letters bearing "Oxygen, O2". I looked down at her. She wasn't moving. Her chest was going up and down, up and down. I sat by her bed and held onto her smooth palms and whispered, "I'm really sorry about what I have done. Please forgive me. I know you hate me for whatever I said in my blog, but please, that was sometime ago, please just let it go and forgive me. I promise you I would be another man. I promise you I would be someone you'd want, the guy or man of your dreams. I promise. I'll promise to give all the love that you want, all the things that you want. Anything. Just don't leave me now, don't leave us, your parents, family, friends, please."

Then I felt a sudden jolt. It was a sharp pain stinging my chest. I grabbed my chest, but my chest was flat, so I pressed my chest to calm the pain down. It was no use. I let go off her hands, that was where I felt a grip. I stared at her, her head moved slowly, her eyes were trying to open, I stared at her eyes, my eyes were in such pitiness what I felt tears coming down again, I was crying, then I let her palm off, I saw water coming out form her eyes, I dropped to the floor, I went unconcious. I didn't feel anything.... No. Nothing. All I felt was a cold chill. And all I heard was silence.....

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Thursday, October 29, 2009

Apologies

Staring into the wall I sighed. My room's posters was replaced by her pictures. I feel like tearing it all down. But I can't. She's just too dear to me. We barely knew each other. But I fall head over heels for her. She was my world. She was my everything. She was my inspiration, she was my destined wife. She... is my fantasy. But I blew it all out. Stupid me. I did not think. I wrote and wrote. I felt anger in my heart, little did I know, that was the devil's plan all along. Now its up to me to solve it. I have to gain her back. No matter how hard I tried, how many years it takes, how many days of my life I think of a plan to get her back, I won't care. All I would do is try to get her back. First. It seemed hard. I thought she was someone different, which she was, but I tried to understand her by asking questions, till I hit the wrong topic, but I wanted to know the answer desperately. After all, I am, desperate for her. I'm serious. I'm so desperate I could do crazy things. She might be smiling now. She might be happy with her friends, but not me. Somewhere, someone in this world is feeling so lonely and rejected. Somewhere, someone in this world is feeling hurt, somewhere, someone in this world is crying. That would be me. I'm thinking of ways to approach her to start a new. I hope to start a new, after knowing what hell she have been through. I should have known, she's always more sensitive than me, after what she has gone through, I couldn't imagine breaking her broken heart. I really- can't. I wanna try to make it up to you. I hope you cool down and relax when I say all this. I hope you are prepared for the truth. Don't worry. It won't hurt a bit, I promise, and I promised you much more than that but I broke it. I'm now indulging in my own desperation. I'm now sulking in my own sadness, not anger. I'm so stupid, why? Why did I ever hurt you like that? Why? Why have I done this wrong to you? I am such a fool. Not you. I take back all my curses and angers against you. All of it. I do not hate you, I loved you too much. Words can't describe this feeling. This feeling of desperation and anxiety creeps up on me like an enemy. I wanna counter it, but I'm not strong enough without you. I know you have liked me first, and you've had success in getting me to love you back. Haha. Nice one. Its easy to love me. Really. You really wanna know? Just tell me you love me, once a day, tell me you miss me once a day, you'll send me sky high to Pluto. Hehe. Do please also listen to this song, What Makes You Different - Westlife. I will sing it to you if you would not mind. I would change my entire life just to be with you, that's how love can change me. Love has a deep meaning for me. When I say I love you, I mean it. When I say I miss you, I mean it too. Its okay if you don't really miss or love me. As long as you have feelings for me, I'll accept you. Now I know, I do not care. I want to be with you no matter what. I know you hate me for what I wrote. I know you hate me because I said bad things about you. I'm sorry. I did not mean it. I said it out of anger. I'm sorry, please forgive me. I know you are very sensitive, just like me. But, you are a lil more sensitivier than me. lol. :D But its okay. I like sensitive girls. :)

And as I write this things down in my journal, I hope I would put some note in every single boy, guy, man and all men around the world, treasure every girl you get, they are all different. And now all I have to do is get her back. I know it'll be awkward, I know you'll feel really weird and I know, you'll feel annoyed quickly when you hate someone. But I don't care. As long as my heart beats, you'll always be in my mind. So now I'm gonna say this. And I'm gonna repeat it many times.

I'm sorry for making you sad. I'm sorry for hurting you. I'm sorry for being a jerk. I'm sorry for being such a stupid person. I hope when you have cooled down you would take a look at this. I'm sorry for what I've done to you. I know you care for me, but you just did not show it, that is fine with me. When my heart melts, I would be fine with everything. I am now, fine with everything, just don't turn your back on me, please. I'm sorry I do not know how to make you happy. Maybe if we went out more often I would. I'm an observant person. I look at you, and I know if you're annoyed or sad, happy or cute. I'm sorry, but I need you in my life. A part of my heart left with you. A part of me was gone with you. Now certain things I do, I can't focus. I can't focus on my work, I can't focus in my sleep, I can't sleep. I dream about you. I was jogging to your house. I stood outside and noticed you were already asleep, but then your grandmother saw me. And I ran away. I ran and ran. And suddenly a car stopped me and I woke it. It was 10.30 a.m local time on the 29th of October 2009. I'm sorry for everything my dear Cindy. Sorry.

Although I know you wouldn't wanna read my blog anymore, but please. Make this your last view. All my life was revolving around a circle, now that circle is replaced by you, but you took it off. I send my apologies to you. If there is a chance for me to say I'm sorry, tell me. No matter what you would want me to do. I wouldn't mind if it is for you. No song could make me sleep except your voice, no one can make me smile or laugh except your smile, no one can change me except you, no one can make me this as except you, no one can make happy except you. I'm so sorry for everything that I have said and done. I am so sorry for all that I have said to you, I know I doubted you. It was always with me. I changed my personality. I look at you differently. You are someone different. I want to make you someone even more special than special. But you are still special to me no matter what. Do not ignore me for what I have done. I know I have done terrible things to you.

From this moment on I'm changed. I will be better for you. I will be someone you want me to be. Just say it and I will follow. I will be your number one fan! haha. :) And truly madly and deeply, I am in love with you. I know you still like me a little bit. For all that I have said to you, I am a stupid idiot. I didn't understand you well, but what do you know? Sometimes people learn the hard way. And now I did. I'm sorry. My deep apologies to you. Please, Cindy, give me a second chance.

P.s; I almost cried writing this down. I know you wouldn't care. But as information to other people, think before you talk is a powerful sentence. It can differentiate between right and wrong. I have done it the wrong way. Please forgive me and I will be someone new, someone you never knew before. And with all this, I promise I would be superbly duperbly nice to you. That's a promise.

"And most of all, I love you still Cindy. You know who you are. I hope one of your friends reads this and pursuades you to give me a chance. I really pray to God that that will happen to you. I pray to God that He'll ease your heart. I pray to God that He will make you give me a chance. I pray all this in Jesus Christ's name. Amen"

"For all you know, I love you my dear. I love you so much."
-Benjamin Wong, 2009
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Dear readers,
As of this moment, the story title "The Boy in The Man" and "Naive" has been banned. :) I now know why. I'm sorry girl. Sorry. I was angry, she didn't understand the story too. The ending I was talking something good about her. But anyway.. :D have fun reading! A few more titles coming up! :)


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Dear darling readers,

Sorry if I offended any of you guys in the first two stories. It was honest, yes, but. I guess I was trying to pull out the good side instead of the bad side of that somebody, even though I know she won't read this anymore. LOL. but anyways. Sorry! And please do understand the story before jumping into conclusions. :D don't worry. If thats the case, byebye story, its not important compared to you. haha. shit. crapping again. anyway. LOL! omg. I'm so sorry if I offended her about with the story.. :( xD sorry..hehehe. damn. xD lol!. i know i shud have not asked her to read while posting "The Boy in The Man." xD LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL... SORRRYYYY!!! OMFFG. this is frikking screwed up. lawl. xD anyway. sorry. if she or her family ever reads this ever again. lol.. haha. its like a nigth mare to her, my hairs are creeping up. lol. shit. f***.. lol.sorry mates. sorry. I'll delete that post. :)




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Thursday, September 17, 2009

Baby Cries.

Dear Fellow Readers,
In conjunction with my birthday, I am proud to release to you, my dear readers the story of my life. :D it will be released a week or two after my birth date. So watch out for it! And please do remember do post comments on whether you liked the story or not. I do not only write science fiction stories, I am thinking of love stories too. So I will keep myself posted on this.

Have a great day ahead readers!
Author.

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