"Three years have passed. It felt like twenty generations. I could not believe it, the times when we were chatting so happily over the phone, the times we laughed while on windows live messenger, the times we went out for lunch and tea together, all just lost? Disappeared as though I was nothing to her? That's hurting. Really. I mean, seriously, like hell. Yeah. Have you ever gone through that? No? Yes? Maybe? Not sure? You'd better slow down on your life and check out the possible friendships you could establish with people. I sat there and thought of our moments together, hold it, I...I..mean hold on, am..I.in love with her? Oh hell no. I could not have loved her, why should I? she already have a boyfriend and so happily chit chatting and holding hands, while I became their driver. Yeah. Could you keep this a secret? We went out a lot times without her boyfriend knowing. Haha. I liked it when she snuck out of the house just to grab some time to go out with me and have tea, in the middle of the night. How cute she looked when she fretted, how pretty she looked when she was curious, oh she's just an amazing girl I've met. Well, that lasted for about a year? Yeah, no doubt, I counted."
"Are you obessed?"
"What? Excuse me? Oh hell. Shit. Oh fuck. Damn. Shit. Argh."
"Relax Ian. Relax. Its okay. Do not worry, at least I know you're a straight man. Some guys walk in here, tell their stories and gave me hell when they said they're gay. I would go, Hey, no touching, you got it? No touchy touchy. And I would definitely kick you fucking ass if you ever did it."
"Yeah, well that's your problem mate. Mine's different. I mean how could she just left?"
"You might wanna continue." Ian said and smiled.
"Oh right. Where was I, oh yeah, and suddenly out of the blue we stopped chatting. I don't know. It felt weird. I felt that she was just using me? Because you know, she told stuffs about her boyfriend, and all, yeah. To me and yeah. Man. I feel depressed. Don't you think so Ian?"
Ian smiled. "Continue."
"Well. Yeah. I just wanted to know why? Why she left without saying a word? Why she left without saying anything? She did not messaged me, I did not see her online anymore, did she blocked me? Oh dear. I feel so screwed up."
"Did you told her you liked her?"
"No? Why should I? It would definitely spoil things up."
"Well, to tell you frankly, Frank, sometimes people just move on you know? Know what I'm saying man? Nobody knows exactly why people do that, unless you are gonna send a PI to check it out, but that is totally invading privacy you know. But sometimes its worth it. Sometimes like most ladies, should be, they hire PIs to check out on their husbands, I mean its not that they do not rust them, but to be aware of what they are doing Frank, be aware. Well. I guess that's all for today? We're dismissed." Ian said and smiled.
"Are you obessed?"
"What? Excuse me? Oh hell. Shit. Oh fuck. Damn. Shit. Argh."
"Relax Ian. Relax. Its okay. Do not worry, at least I know you're a straight man. Some guys walk in here, tell their stories and gave me hell when they said they're gay. I would go, Hey, no touching, you got it? No touchy touchy. And I would definitely kick you fucking ass if you ever did it."
"Yeah, well that's your problem mate. Mine's different. I mean how could she just left?"
"You might wanna continue." Ian said and smiled.
"Oh right. Where was I, oh yeah, and suddenly out of the blue we stopped chatting. I don't know. It felt weird. I felt that she was just using me? Because you know, she told stuffs about her boyfriend, and all, yeah. To me and yeah. Man. I feel depressed. Don't you think so Ian?"
Ian smiled. "Continue."
"Well. Yeah. I just wanted to know why? Why she left without saying a word? Why she left without saying anything? She did not messaged me, I did not see her online anymore, did she blocked me? Oh dear. I feel so screwed up."
"Did you told her you liked her?"
"No? Why should I? It would definitely spoil things up."
"Well, to tell you frankly, Frank, sometimes people just move on you know? Know what I'm saying man? Nobody knows exactly why people do that, unless you are gonna send a PI to check it out, but that is totally invading privacy you know. But sometimes its worth it. Sometimes like most ladies, should be, they hire PIs to check out on their husbands, I mean its not that they do not rust them, but to be aware of what they are doing Frank, be aware. Well. I guess that's all for today? We're dismissed." Ian said and smiled.
Sometimes when we are close to our friends, it makes us as though we are one, and when suddenly your friend stops talking with you, you stop seeing them online, they have moved on. So there's nothing else you could do, unless you could re-establish the friendship, and for an important note dear readers, don't travel your life too fast. Slow it down to appreciate people around you, for me, I gone through it once, it feels weird. But sometimes I missed talking to her. Yeah,her. I hope if she ever gets to read this, she would feel touched? :| :D Well. sorry for this strange story. but nothing could be helped. :) enjoy life everyone.
*Note: The characters above are absolutely fiction and does not involve anyone dead or alive. Thanks for reading. :)
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